I am so baffled by his behavior because he told me its over and to never contact him again. He had to tell his wife because his son was going to. The we got caught in bed by his 19 year old son.
Love me now or i ll go crazy full#
It took me one full year to learn that I could love him and still have my own life. He told me he loved me but that we would never be together.
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I felt more married to him than I did my own husband and he did too. Went to lunch almost every week, I even picked out his clothes when I would go shopping. This past year was awesome.he was my best friend ad I was his best friend. He was careful to not get too crazy, but we were both in deep. What started out as and innocent email grew into a 2 1/2 year affair. We were both a little lonely and we had a great connection and so things naturally progressed. I should explain that my husband travels every week Monday through Friday and his wife lives and breathes her real estate career and has always put it first. I didn't even feel that guilty since I felt like I knew him so well. It ended up turning into an hour or more of email that got a little edgy. I emailed him back and he responded right away. Both in the same line of work (real estate) so we had a lot in common.Īfter 10 years of living less than an hour apart and talking only once or twice a year, he emailed me one night. Ironically, somehow we both ended up in Texas years later. I moved to Colorado when I was in 10th grade, but we always stayed in touch throughout the years.Maybe once a year, even after we both were married. When I was 10 I went to a private school and had a friend ("John"). I am originally from the east coast and now live in Texas.
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Personally that third line, "Let's shout until the darkness, squeeze out sparks of light," is my favorite of the song.I am a married woman, early 40's. The first is a call to listen up to whoever's been hurting, the second is a statement that he's been going on and being spontaneous despite opposition and the third is an overall message lets make the best we can and have a good time. The three lines that change each hold a meaning that goes along with the verse beforehand. But the line "But we're gonna make it all the way to the light," gives that kind of reassurance that reminds me of Stuck in a Moment that everything will be alright. The second verse seems to be punctuated best by the line "The right to be ridiculous is something I hold dear." The verse promotes being spontaneous and possibly naive in some ways as the references in the first two lines toward teenagers suggests.Īnd the Choruses give the message "things are gonna be tough, but lets just have the best time we can with it." The first two lines obviously hold the meaning that theres hardship around us now and ahead. Sadness, anger, happiness, and heartbreak. "Everybody needs to cry or needs to spit/ Every sweet-tooth needs just a little hit/ Every beauty needs to go out with an idiot," seems like its about human emotion, and that we need it all. The first verse is all about an idea I've been coming to terms with, that life isn't really complete without both happiness and sadness. I imagine this as something somebody would say to a friend in a time of hardship. The overall theme I get seems kind of similar to "Stuck in a Moment" from All You Can't Leave Behind. Great melodies with an anthemic chorus and a deep meaning behind each line. My InterpretationThis song was definitely the best off the new album. You know we'll go crazy, if we don't go crazy tonight You know we're gonna go crazy, you know we'll go crazy Let's shout into the darkness, squeeze out sparks of light The right to be ridiculous is something I hold dearīut we're gonna make it all the way to the light Is it true that perfect love drives out all fear? Is the sweetest melody the one we haven't heard? Pity the nation that won't listen to you boys and girls We're gonna make it all the way to the lightīut I know I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonightĮvery generation gets a chance to change the world How can you stand next to the truth and not see it? There's a part of me in chaos that's quietĪnd there's a part of you that wants me to riotĮvery sweet-tooth needs just a little hitĮvery beauty needs to go out with an idiot Knows I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight
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She's a rainbow and she loves the peaceful life